how to start with this post? okay, just ignore the previous entries.. as wad alison says "rants rants rants AND rants" ppl do need somewhere to vent their frustrations i guess. nw i see there is no point in apologising and explaining. let it be sort of lik a reflection. nt just me alone, but for both parties. Cuz in some points, i still have to defend for myself. But right now, defending myself isnt the right thing to do. okay enough of these, im getting on well. and i thx my friend for that...