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results came out and i failed physics -_- got 41/100.. lol.. gg liao lor.. gg to have remedials lik mad and see more of eunice toh face which i had enuff since the start of sch term. kns... im the lowest in class for physics la.. kenneth got 77 i think, which makes him the second top in class.. the top who scored 80 out of 100 is daryl.. lol..

life's getting worse.. and i need to make a decision by next week.. dont think i can already since im going to be so freaking busy with my lousy sch work plus tjcsb.. i really need to buck up in both aspects.. haven been touching my sax for quite a while and i think im getting rusty.. fiesta 08 is coming up, which means another concert which will only be played by the J1 and secondary sch players. need to start stepping up as a section leader and gear up my members :) i must learn how to manage my time well from now on. Stop coming online so often, and chit chat on the phone for so long. actually didnt talk much on the phone nowadays for the past one month.. have la, talk to random ppl lik pb nard yughan gene hs and some others la.. i will start blabbering rubbish to them.. much of a heart-to-heart talk.. looking back at how i spent my whole june hols.. lol.. last two weeks then i started touching on my books, merely flipping and browsing through only! -_- i started physics two days before taking the exam and tats the kind of marks i got for chionging last minute.. this proves that i cannot be studying at last minute.. i realised i really need constant revision which i dont have the habit of doing at all. from Jan till April, i was all busy with my sec sch band. rushing down to tk straight after sch lik mad and ended up reaching home close to 9pm. all the saturdays were spent at tk too, which left me with sunday when i just sleep for the whole afternoon before touching some work at night. oh well, im not lamenting now ok? i still think its worth it because im doing something that i enjoy.. but it came to a point that things are getting out of control and im not someone whos capable of multi-tasking so many things simultaneously. i really cant. i didnt do well for my sec 4 prelims, getting a score of 13 for L1R5.. the impact was really great... really... i have to look at my friends all getting gd scores and gg to gd JCs. im not trying to convey the msg that mjc isnt a gd sch, but i just dont feel right in the family.. the friends i knew there are really great ppl! (: but its just the feeling.. i dunno why =/ TJC was my ideal sch.. its not just because i got inspired by tjcsb, but its just sth else.. probably because of someone in the past who used to be in that sch.. and i told myself to get in there too when i was coming to sec three.. come to think of it, that was just a very immature thought..

but looking at the present status, ive not regretted coming to Tjc.. neither did i regret entering a JC too.. studies might suck and the stress level is extremely high(having to fight with intelligent ppl from the east area and overseas scholars).. its inevitable.. there are things that i need to forgo in order to spend my time well.. its just one and a half years more.. 1.5 years... its seems to be short but can be quite long too.. "度日如年" tats wad ppl always say... i have a great bunch of friends and im glad.. anyway, im nt feeling any sadness over my sucky physics results because i think its sth that i deserve. i dun wish to repeat history itself, having D7 for physics prelims and got A2 in the end for Os... its stupid.. i dun wanna go thru that kind of torture.. the basic foundation of physics is so not there.. and getting A2 for Os is because i really work fking hard for physics..

was so childish last time back in sec four.. gpg announced to the class that we only two failures for physics prelims.. i kinda expected its me.. so i went up to her during free time and asked whether is it me.. she said "u got study or not?" i was lik fk.. i study quite hard for physics prelims only and yet i got a shit score.. i worked hard cuz ive been getting a b4 or below since the start of sec three physics.. knsssss... hardwork does not equate to results.. so when it was time to give out the papers, i purposely pon tang tat 2periods of physics and went to some ulu corner in tk where no tchers will walk arnd.. Not everyone finds such comfort in solitude.. but i do... did some reflections and have been thinking wad the heck was i doing for the whole of sept hols... gpg was kind and she already knew i pon tang her lesson.. next day she came looking for me and had a heart-to-heart talk.. lol.. quite funny though.. cuz we were conversing in chinese, english and singlish -_- but oh well, at least i didnt disappoint her in e end..

hmmm... yes i did study abit during june hols.. but i tell u.. 80% of the time i was drifting lik mad.. esp during the second and third week of june hols.. i can read one page of notes using one hour.. and just stare blindly at it and nth goes into my brain.. dam it... i was really thinking about alot of stuff.. be it band stuff, friendship stuff, parents, family and blah blah blah.. i tend to think alot in these issues.. really alot.. i broke down once during sec four.. quite serious.. ran out halfway through geog lessons and was crying lik mad.. LOLOLOL... went to pccg room and talked to karen.. but i chose not to say every single thing to her and she knows.. no wonder shes a sch councillor =/ and ya, two of my great buddys picked me up there.. and if i can rmb, my friends cried for me siol.. lol... i think sofy and mich were crying too..erm not to forget, i think that black one also cried lik mad dunno for wad reason in the pccg room... awww.. emotional times... u get to see and know who are your true friends only when crisis struck.. hmmm... so ya...

zhikai just talked to me on msn and told me that its alright -_- dam lame can? oh well, he didnt score quite well for As.. and tat dude claims that i take after him exactly like how he behaves in tj.. aiya, as wad mich said, must turn over a new leaf liao.. cannot sit at the back and sleep for every econs lecture already.. its time to buck up and move on with life.. lik wad zk said " 化悲伤为力量 for promos" and everything will just sail on smoothly... i hope so... and anyway.. happy sweet sixteen to someone in half an hours time...

=)

wah fk siolxx... i hate the skins for livejournal blogs and im lazy to find one.. LOL.. so i shall return back here.. freak im dam fickle minded.. change here and there.. aiya i like it la.. zzzzz...

wah dam it.. JCTTT IS FKING OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! HAHHAHAHAH :DDDDD

wah, i swear its dam sian to get back the results when u know it just gonna suck lik hell.. hohoho!! immediately after math on fri.. went straight back home to pack my stuff and off i went to ORCHARD!! woohoo~~ went to have suki sushi buffet with mr oily n mr whiny.. wah lao.. dam freaking nice la.. eat a hell lot of sashimi and soft shell crab.. free flow of drinks.. order lik crazy.. i bet they thought we wont be able to finish.. but mr oily was able to! :D erm.. btw, he should REALLY abstain from deep fried oily food.. HOHOHO!!! :D okay, then went to mich hse and play mahjong.. everyone in the gang was present except BX whos having her floorball training till 11pm -__- lol.. there were 7 of us.. i play mahjong whole night all e way till 8am.. DAM DAM SHIOK!! oh! and tp called sophia cuz its his birthday!! HAPPY 18th BELATED BIRTHDAY! :DD hmm, hopefully sophia and tp can have a brighter future. i sincerely hope so =/

oh.. took turns to play mahjong but i didnt.. lol.. so i sat there all the way till morning.. and then mich didnt sleep at all, and rush off to tj for her floorball training in the morning.. dam crazy rite? i lost a few cents only to dunno who la -__- then i slept in mich's rm and it was fking squeezy and ppl trying to have sex inside -_- LOLOL jkjk.. ppl lik sophia and pon keep wanting to hump me lik mad, nikki and nard stand down there and watch the gd show -_- lol... okay, then woke up by the church boy(ZHIYI) at arnd 9plus... lol.. almost couldnt wake up to go tk la... wah lao.. only slept for 2 hrs then need to go tk.. so took a taxi with nikki down to tk while he went back home to slp FIRST... band was okay.. administrative stuff blah blah blah.. then some adults came talking to me abt some stuff, wanting me to come down more often to help.. not say lik i dont want.. i will be most willing to la.. but i seriously got no time and some other adults are telling me different stories and all, telling me not to get involved in the mess and just concentrate on coming back as much as possible.. zzzzz. well, think im in a sort of dilemma too.. =/

went off at arnd 1pm to queenstown and meet the gang.. wah biang eh, search the whole queensway shopping centre and FINNAAALLLY GOT OUR GANG ADIDAS JERSEY AT THE PRICe of $25!!! DAM CHEAP RITE?!??!?!!? LOLOLOL!!! plus its the latest design for adidas jersey.. cool siol! :DD

took a bus 197 with aw to nikki hse while she went for her church at katong.. overnight at nikki's hse for second night.. and guess wad? MAHJONG AGAIN!! HAHAHAHA :D played with the tk nccland guys.. got thongkiat nikki and lenny.. justin joined us at abt 11pm.. went out to buy alcohol at abt 1plus at 7-11 and justin did some stupid stuff -_- but quite exciting though.. then went back nikki hse.. and do wad? MAHJONG AGAIN till 6 in the morning when that fking fat ass lenny cant take it.. bloody bitch.. then we slept in the super duper COLD living room till 12pm or so ba... freak la.. thong n lenny got stuff on, so they went off first.. so i played mahjong AGAIN with nikki and his two brothers.. his brother levon is so hoooT and handsome la =(( but hes a sec three only! awwww.... LOL!! they got sian after playing two winds.. thongkiat came back and was later joined by BX who lives opposite nikki only.. HAHAHA!!! play play play.. and bx was freaking bitchy.. scold vulgarities lik mad.. acting lik a slut and ACBC!! -_- cant stand the way how she talks sia.. totally lik a ah lian whos acting cute non stop in the so called "innocent" voice.. guess wad? i GOT A MANTAI ZIMO!!! lol.. won freaking alot can??? won abt 20bucks for just gaming that.. then on, i kept having qing yi se and ban se.. but wtf.. in the end cant even game la all because of bx who keep gaming with her ONE TAI CHEAPONANA!! ZZZZZZ.. but she got alot of mantais also.. so in the end she won more than me.. end of game: i won 8.60, bx won 24, thongkiat lost12 or sth, nikki lost 20plus i think? LOLOL

wah lao.. im enjoying my life to the max now.. LOL!! dam dam fun can? but theres sch tml! WTFFF.. WHEN iS OUR YOUTH DAY PUBLIC HOLDAY???? ZZZZZZZZ.... i dun wan to go back sch.. i just wanna play =(( awwww.. i miss my friends now.. hahahaaaaaaa... mj session again this coming sat!!! ((:

if u bother to read all the above, wow, congrats for being such a boliao person.. im just narrating what happened for the past few days.. everything just revolves arnd mahjong.. all my friends can play mj sia.. how coool can that be?? zzzz... and i had less than ten hours of sleep for past three days... studying itself already took up freaking alot of my sleeping time.. oh god.. pls bless me not to flunk JCT SOOO badly can??? =( yay.. finish blogging!! :D

oh btw, im uploading some chinese songs in my blog.. suddenly feel lik listening and putting it up on my blog.. so pardon me if u dont like it.. just off yr speakers.. LOL.. and i dun lik yang cheng lin k? i just lik the songs she sing... =)

im closing this blog... move on to lj... ;] econs was totally = vomiting blood!

i didnt noe we have to attempt on two essay questions which is equivalent to writing 4 bloody essays in 1.5hrs until the very last min before going up to the examination hall.. god dam it... hopefully i dont get zero percentile in the cohort =/

hello everyone! im gg to switch to another blog add liao... most probably livejournal, then can share secret with my fellow peas! hahazzzzz... i really think GP was mad.. the comprehension is freaking hard.. ive got econs tml.. and i stop at elasticity of prices only.... LOL hHAHAAH!!!! :D see you guys soon! ((:

took a bus with bernardo this morning to sch.. and ya, she was on the bus too.. i saw her even before i boarded the bus.. but i guess i dont hav any more courage to even say hi to her, so i chose to pretend i didnt see anything and went upper deck.. my mind was in a whirl, thinking about wadever that has happened and i couldnt concentrate on reading my notes at all.. this kind of awkward situation is gg to continue for how long? sigh.. why must we take 69 to bedok in the morning?.. why cant i take other bus? =/

okay i had 2.5 hours of physics paper in the morning, and 3.5 hours of general paper in the afternoon.. my brain is lik totally burn out liao.. gp comprehension was really omfggggggggggg!!??!?!?!?!!!!!!!?!?!??! i swear if i get a subpass for gp, i will be laughing my ass off! LOLLOLOLL!!! for essay, i attempt on the question "Is society today obsessed with staying young?" lol... think i wrote crap....wanted to attempt on the question on how successful are the government policies in sth sth sth.. but dont think ive got enough facts too =/ lol!!!!

yughan is such a bitch can? lol.. hes my new sista!!! okay random.. anyway i look forward to the end of this week... arghhhzz.. by then, JCT will be over.. and then it will be Promos =( sth that i dread the most.. i really dont wanna get retained and yet im not putting in any effort in my work... arghhhzz...sick of everything! ;(

listen to others but follow what your heart says... every word ive said must have a reason for it...

anyone wants to have a drink with me? erm.. im definitely NOT emo.. but i think im kinda addicted to drinking... just finished another glass bottle of hoeggarden.. feeling is just so great.. ya im addicted -_- and KL happily came telling me on msn saying that it will spoil my liver.. awwwww... crap =/

omfg? i even got jealous of that? unbelievable..... =/

dam sianz of life.. kns.. JCT=fail? i dont hope so at all =/




forgot who took it.. study until sick.. lol


i think it was during some lesson.. but we were really slping.. dunno who took it


LOL.. the class is fking messy -_-


the ppl i love the most...


sec 3 PE... no need to run.. just sit down there and talk cock.. and also laugh at tkgs girls playing soccer.. HAHA



MR KANG IN FRONT OF ME... tats the purpose of taking the photo.. haha.. wow.. integration!


gpg talking to nikki.. forgot when



our dearest tcher TANKEEHOE.. pls pray hard for our A level chem.. pls bless us.. :D


the so called "mother of lindayeoh" lol.. miss her nagging...



sia la... we create wonders.. :D


=]



erm.. taken by jolene during attendance taking -_- OH is that lesley at the back? HAHAHA




nice man! im dam patriotic...




sentosa


random photo.. oh see that notice board? see that small social studies corner? tan tsui fung complained that we reserved so little space for SS.. but wtf? all she put there are those articles that nobody bothers to read at all =/


wah sia la.. bad breath =X



lol.. sometimes i really wish to have a younger brother lik him.. =]



40AD


cute MR KANG!! :D he was tearing when we gave him that during last truncated lesson which was our official last lesson in TK



i realise all of them have changed.... became better la



wah lao.. i sibei act cute -_-




sleepover at jo's hse during june band camp i think..






omfg.. i actually took a photo with shawn quek.. LOL


one or two years back.. either syf07 or inconcert 06... hmm.. ys should really stop eating KFC chicken.. LOLOLOL jkjk :]



zzz.. i dont bother with anything now... its so freaking stupid and lame. first time i felt lik ive got no backbone(not literary)... stupid indeed. wadever man...

sigh... i really miss TK alot alot even though i go back so often because of band... i miss batch 07.. i miss the teachers.. i miss every single Tksian.. i miss having lessons with them.. i mis the scolding and nagging.. i miss the life that i dont need to worry about anything even one week before exams.. i miss bullying tchers =X i miss creating havoc in school.. i miss every single corner ive went before.. i miss the canteen food esp NASI LEMAK AND NASI BRANI.. fk.. but i hate the chinese rice stall in TK.. lol.. i miss the photocopying shop corner.. i miss every staircase.. i miss 4B classroom alot.. i miss the basketball court.. i miss those times when we can just sneak out of class halfway during lessons and get some food cuz we ar hungry(nikki and i -_-) i miss those times late for lessons and kena punished by my "mum" to duckwalk into classroom.. i miss standing outside classroom with the ppl just because 30 ppl nv do physics homework and gpg was freaking pissed and mad.. i miss the times when we were dam scared TKH will notice one big gang of ppl standing outside classroom for punishment.. i miss those times that we need to do pushups in chem lab1..i miss those times spent with AG2b pissing off maureen lian to the max and made her cry for dunno how many times.. i miss those fights in class when i will just sit down there and watch the good show... HAHAHHA :D

lol... im posting up some random picturess... all of them are from the past.. sia la.. time really flies.. ive decided to post random pictures for the subsequent entries.. HAHAHA :DD




year 2005! Tracy and i.. cant believe it rite?



look at one year later? farewell party 2006


lol!! changi airport!! look at the date! 11/9/06


LOL BX KENA JACKED!! studying at marine parade lib!


my last sectional lunch with my dearests as a SL


lol.. seoul garden!


right after SYF2007! sigh... emotional day!


LOL tat was during sec three! DAM COOL RITE? at parkway! LOOK AT BX!!


during my birthday 15/6/2006! :D


sia la.. he dam hot! HAHAHA.. James chia(bandmaster from year 2004-2007)


This bastard here, AZLAN!! HAHA! =x he rocks max siol! current bandmaster!


omfg... freaking long ago..


sec four that time.. i hate wearing skirt.. HAHAH!!!! was just being bo liao.. michelle trying to steal the limelight...


the tcher who contributes the most to the 97+% distinctions for chem! TKH!!


LOL!! FRJJ BIRTHDAY!! 2007!


oh!! the first photo i took when i just got my W890i which was dam dam long ago


LOL can u believe it? i actually took photo with them -_- i also dunno why siol.. inconcert 2006!



THERE ARE MORE COMING UP!! STAY TUNED :DD

probably im stupid.. for dunno how many years already.. i miss u... probably quite alot.. =/ sigh... oh god... why why why!!!????!!

i woke up early in the morning.. just to hear my bro and mum yack NON stop at me.. why???

because my phone bill exceed by 18 bucks -_-.... i sent 985 messages and made 136mins outgoing calls.. 861mins of incoming call but tats free la... wah siao man.. how am i going to find the money to pay back? they are thinking of confiscating my phone for one week D: oh GOD.. please DONT!!! i cant live without my phone =/

~start singing KEN LEEEE~~~~

haha!!! okay.. lucky ive just won 17 bucks for mahjong recently.. wah lao.. now i know why my luck was dam good la.. its to pay back to my bro -_- at least i dont need to use my own savings.. ohhh.. intended to treat myself with STARBUCKS ICED MOCHA.. but... ArghhzZzz.. lol fat hope siol... aiya drink tat kind of coffee is fattening also la..im already dam fat liao.. shouldnt take sweet drinks.. eh i dont really eat much.. but i really love drinking sweet drinks!! just lik tjc's dao huay zui!! cheap and nice.. hohoho... :D

sia la.. i really cant wait to reach 18yrs old =/ LOL! but i dont wanna be old...and i dont like working -_- so my ultimate goal is BE A TAITAI!! :D

anyway, to ppl out there who hate studying, pls dont go jc.. please dont -_- all of us struggling like mad.. tmd sia.. i rather take ten times of O levels than to take JCT or PROMOS once la.. god damn it... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz

will lock this blog in two days time :) it will be password protected :)

life has been great.. mugg and muggggg and MUGGGGG!!! woohoo.. i just realised that i still got the whole chunk of physics, econs, GP and chinese that i haven touched at all! oh ho...lol

By the way, anyway who is free on this coming wednesday, wants to be on TV and wants to get a FREE STARBUCKS SHIRT??? VJC is currently having some competition on some record breaking challenge la.. i bet its the channel 8 show.. oh well.. all u need to do is just wear the starbucks T-shirt that you will be given and tats all.. you can bring home the shirt =] so yup.. details im not very sure.. can ask any VICTORIANS who you know.. they will be glad if more people can take part because its a challenge on record breaking? so yup :)

reason for putting password? erm... so that false assumptions can be true such as bitching abt people on my blog? oh please.. i dont have so much time for that.. actually the reason is that i dont want so many unnecessary readers.. random readers.. so yup.. no offence.. but hey! i will be most willing to give u the pw if u want! :D u can ask from friends who know the pw too! the only purpose is just to REDUCE unnecessary readers and im NOT making it a private blog..

my birthday this year is so wonderful.. SOOOO freaking wonderful... zzzzzz.....

First entry as a 17 years old young lady! MUAHHAHAH!!!! :DD i was telling this to Alison on msn.. OH YEA!! ONE MORE YEAR TO BEING A LEGAL ALCOHOLIC SIOL!!! hahaz..

Firstly i want to thank everyone for wishing me in one way or another.. sms, msn, phone calls.. thx people.. and guess whos the first person to wish me? MR CHIN YUGHAN!! LOLOLOL!! the MIGHTY BAND MAJOR of TANJONG KATONG BAND!!! HAHAHA!! thx so much aunty!!actually he wished me at 11.58pm but he thought it was twelve and was expecting me to say HEY UR THE FIRST ONE!! but too bad.. HAHA.. so we continued talking.. and i made SOME wishes for him too ((: bet he'll love it! but hes officially the first one to wish me because i told him its twelve now while we were talking.. oh well!! Followed by GENE the duck!! hahaz.. she was the second one to wish me very closely followed by yughan.. and she was upset to find out that she wasnt the first one, and it was actually yughan who beat her to that.. LOL!! and then its followed by blah blah blah blah~~ thx so much people!!! :DD

i love my life and i NEED to.. its time to move on.. seventeen years living on this Earth is indeed an amazing and fun thing to do. i made three wishes.. hopefully all of them will come true.. :D thanks so much my friends.. all the wishes for me were really sweet and touching! =D

Today i woke up from everything. A new life indeed.. i guess its fate and karma too.. seriously man! haha, things went back to square one just like before i know the bunch of them.. its fate.. its really fate.... scary isnt it? =/

Thanks so much my dears! ((: Friday and sat were really fantastic! everyone was present!!! sofy aw frjj nard pon nik!! Mahjong was... AHEM!!! play FOUR ROUNDS of mahjong from 10pm all the way to 3pm the very next day(we slept and ate break-lunch in between 8 to12).. wah kaoz.. the longest longest mahjong ive ever played in my entire whole life.. HAHAH!! and i won $17+!!! wad siolx.. frjj, dun jealous okaYS?

results came out and i failed physics -_- got 41/100.. lol.. gg liao lor.. gg to have remedials lik mad and see more of eunice toh face which i had enuff since the start of sch term. kns... im the lowest in class for physics la.. kenneth got 77 i think, which makes him the second top in class.. the top who scored 80 out of 100 is daryl.. lol..

life's getting worse.. and i need to make a decision by next week.. dont think i can already since im going to be so freaking busy with my lousy sch work plus tjcsb.. i really need to buck up in both aspects.. haven been touching my sax for quite a while and i think im getting rusty.. fiesta 08 is coming up, which means another concert which will only be played by the J1 and secondary sch players. need to start stepping up as a section leader and gear up my members :) i must learn how to manage my time well from now on. Stop coming online so often, and chit chat on the phone for so long. actually didnt talk much on the phone nowadays for the past one month.. have la, talk to random ppl lik pb nard yughan gene hs and some others la.. i will start blabbering rubbish to them.. much of a heart-to-heart talk.. looking back at how i spent my whole june hols.. lol.. last two weeks then i started touching on my books, merely flipping and browsing through only! -_- i started physics two days before taking the exam and tats the kind of marks i got for chionging last minute.. this proves that i cannot be studying at last minute.. i realised i really need constant revision which i dont have the habit of doing at all. from Jan till April, i was all busy with my sec sch band. rushing down to tk straight after sch lik mad and ended up reaching home close to 9pm. all the saturdays were spent at tk too, which left me with sunday when i just sleep for the whole afternoon before touching some work at night. oh well, im not lamenting now ok? i still think its worth it because im doing something that i enjoy.. but it came to a point that things are getting out of control and im not someone whos capable of multi-tasking so many things simultaneously. i really cant. i didnt do well for my sec 4 prelims, getting a score of 13 for L1R5.. the impact was really great... really... i have to look at my friends all getting gd scores and gg to gd JCs. im not trying to convey the msg that mjc isnt a gd sch, but i just dont feel right in the family.. the friends i knew there are really great ppl! (: but its just the feeling.. i dunno why =/ TJC was my ideal sch.. its not just because i got inspired by tjcsb, but its just sth else.. probably because of someone in the past who used to be in that sch.. and i told myself to get in there too when i was coming to sec three.. come to think of it, that was just a very immature thought..

but looking at the present status, ive not regretted coming to Tjc.. neither did i regret entering a JC too.. studies might suck and the stress level is extremely high(having to fight with intelligent ppl from the east area and overseas scholars).. its inevitable.. there are things that i need to forgo in order to spend my time well.. its just one and a half years more.. 1.5 years... its seems to be short but can be quite long too.. "度日如年" tats wad ppl always say... i have a great bunch of friends and im glad.. anyway, im nt feeling any sadness over my sucky physics results because i think its sth that i deserve. i dun wish to repeat history itself, having D7 for physics prelims and got A2 in the end for Os... its stupid.. i dun wanna go thru that kind of torture.. the basic foundation of physics is so not there.. and getting A2 for Os is because i really work fking hard for physics..

was so childish last time back in sec four.. gpg announced to the class that we only two failures for physics prelims.. i kinda expected its me.. so i went up to her during free time and asked whether is it me.. she said "u got study or not?" i was lik fk.. i study quite hard for physics prelims only and yet i got a shit score.. i worked hard cuz ive been getting a b4 or below since the start of sec three physics.. knsssss... hardwork does not equate to results.. so when it was time to give out the papers, i purposely pon tang tat 2periods of physics and went to some ulu corner in tk where no tchers will walk arnd.. Not everyone finds such comfort in solitude.. but i do... did some reflections and have been thinking wad the heck was i doing for the whole of sept hols... gpg was kind and she already knew i pon tang her lesson.. next day she came looking for me and had a heart-to-heart talk.. lol.. quite funny though.. cuz we were conversing in chinese, english and singlish -_- but oh well, at least i didnt disappoint her in e end..

hmmm... yes i did study abit during june hols.. but i tell u.. 80% of the time i was drifting lik mad.. esp during the second and third week of june hols.. i can read one page of notes using one hour.. and just stare blindly at it and nth goes into my brain.. dam it... i was really thinking about alot of stuff.. be it band stuff, friendship stuff, parents, family and blah blah blah.. i tend to think alot in these issues.. really alot.. i broke down once during sec four.. quite serious.. ran out halfway through geog lessons and was crying lik mad.. LOLOLOL... went to pccg room and talked to karen.. but i chose not to say every single thing to her and she knows.. no wonder shes a sch councillor =/ and ya, two of my great buddys picked me up there.. and if i can rmb, my friends cried for me siol.. lol... i think sofy and mich were crying too..erm not to forget, i think that black one also cried lik mad dunno for wad reason in the pccg room... awww.. emotional times... u get to see and know who are your true friends only when crisis struck.. hmmm... so ya...

zhikai just talked to me on msn and told me that its alright -_- dam lame can? oh well, he didnt score quite well for As.. and tat dude claims that i take after him exactly like how he behaves in tj.. aiya, as wad mich said, must turn over a new leaf liao.. cannot sit at the back and sleep for every econs lecture already.. its time to buck up and move on with life.. lik wad zk said " 化悲伤为力量 for promos" and everything will just sail on smoothly... i hope so... and anyway.. happy sweet sixteen to someone in half an hours time...

=)

wah fk siolxx... i hate the skins for livejournal blogs and im lazy to find one.. LOL.. so i shall return back here.. freak im dam fickle minded.. change here and there.. aiya i like it la.. zzzzz...

wah dam it.. JCTTT IS FKING OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! HAHHAHAHAH :DDDDD

wah, i swear its dam sian to get back the results when u know it just gonna suck lik hell.. hohoho!! immediately after math on fri.. went straight back home to pack my stuff and off i went to ORCHARD!! woohoo~~ went to have suki sushi buffet with mr oily n mr whiny.. wah lao.. dam freaking nice la.. eat a hell lot of sashimi and soft shell crab.. free flow of drinks.. order lik crazy.. i bet they thought we wont be able to finish.. but mr oily was able to! :D erm.. btw, he should REALLY abstain from deep fried oily food.. HOHOHO!!! :D okay, then went to mich hse and play mahjong.. everyone in the gang was present except BX whos having her floorball training till 11pm -__- lol.. there were 7 of us.. i play mahjong whole night all e way till 8am.. DAM DAM SHIOK!! oh! and tp called sophia cuz its his birthday!! HAPPY 18th BELATED BIRTHDAY! :DD hmm, hopefully sophia and tp can have a brighter future. i sincerely hope so =/

oh.. took turns to play mahjong but i didnt.. lol.. so i sat there all the way till morning.. and then mich didnt sleep at all, and rush off to tj for her floorball training in the morning.. dam crazy rite? i lost a few cents only to dunno who la -__- then i slept in mich's rm and it was fking squeezy and ppl trying to have sex inside -_- LOLOL jkjk.. ppl lik sophia and pon keep wanting to hump me lik mad, nikki and nard stand down there and watch the gd show -_- lol... okay, then woke up by the church boy(ZHIYI) at arnd 9plus... lol.. almost couldnt wake up to go tk la... wah lao.. only slept for 2 hrs then need to go tk.. so took a taxi with nikki down to tk while he went back home to slp FIRST... band was okay.. administrative stuff blah blah blah.. then some adults came talking to me abt some stuff, wanting me to come down more often to help.. not say lik i dont want.. i will be most willing to la.. but i seriously got no time and some other adults are telling me different stories and all, telling me not to get involved in the mess and just concentrate on coming back as much as possible.. zzzzz. well, think im in a sort of dilemma too.. =/

went off at arnd 1pm to queenstown and meet the gang.. wah biang eh, search the whole queensway shopping centre and FINNAAALLLY GOT OUR GANG ADIDAS JERSEY AT THE PRICe of $25!!! DAM CHEAP RITE?!??!?!!? LOLOLOL!!! plus its the latest design for adidas jersey.. cool siol! :DD

took a bus 197 with aw to nikki hse while she went for her church at katong.. overnight at nikki's hse for second night.. and guess wad? MAHJONG AGAIN!! HAHAHAHA :D played with the tk nccland guys.. got thongkiat nikki and lenny.. justin joined us at abt 11pm.. went out to buy alcohol at abt 1plus at 7-11 and justin did some stupid stuff -_- but quite exciting though.. then went back nikki hse.. and do wad? MAHJONG AGAIN till 6 in the morning when that fking fat ass lenny cant take it.. bloody bitch.. then we slept in the super duper COLD living room till 12pm or so ba... freak la.. thong n lenny got stuff on, so they went off first.. so i played mahjong AGAIN with nikki and his two brothers.. his brother levon is so hoooT and handsome la =(( but hes a sec three only! awwww.... LOL!! they got sian after playing two winds.. thongkiat came back and was later joined by BX who lives opposite nikki only.. HAHAHA!!! play play play.. and bx was freaking bitchy.. scold vulgarities lik mad.. acting lik a slut and ACBC!! -_- cant stand the way how she talks sia.. totally lik a ah lian whos acting cute non stop in the so called "innocent" voice.. guess wad? i GOT A MANTAI ZIMO!!! lol.. won freaking alot can??? won abt 20bucks for just gaming that.. then on, i kept having qing yi se and ban se.. but wtf.. in the end cant even game la all because of bx who keep gaming with her ONE TAI CHEAPONANA!! ZZZZZZ.. but she got alot of mantais also.. so in the end she won more than me.. end of game: i won 8.60, bx won 24, thongkiat lost12 or sth, nikki lost 20plus i think? LOLOL

wah lao.. im enjoying my life to the max now.. LOL!! dam dam fun can? but theres sch tml! WTFFF.. WHEN iS OUR YOUTH DAY PUBLIC HOLDAY???? ZZZZZZZZ.... i dun wan to go back sch.. i just wanna play =(( awwww.. i miss my friends now.. hahahaaaaaaa... mj session again this coming sat!!! ((:

if u bother to read all the above, wow, congrats for being such a boliao person.. im just narrating what happened for the past few days.. everything just revolves arnd mahjong.. all my friends can play mj sia.. how coool can that be?? zzzz... and i had less than ten hours of sleep for past three days... studying itself already took up freaking alot of my sleeping time.. oh god.. pls bless me not to flunk JCT SOOO badly can??? =( yay.. finish blogging!! :D

oh btw, im uploading some chinese songs in my blog.. suddenly feel lik listening and putting it up on my blog.. so pardon me if u dont like it.. just off yr speakers.. LOL.. and i dun lik yang cheng lin k? i just lik the songs she sing... =)

im closing this blog... move on to lj... ;] econs was totally = vomiting blood!

i didnt noe we have to attempt on two essay questions which is equivalent to writing 4 bloody essays in 1.5hrs until the very last min before going up to the examination hall.. god dam it... hopefully i dont get zero percentile in the cohort =/

hello everyone! im gg to switch to another blog add liao... most probably livejournal, then can share secret with my fellow peas! hahazzzzz... i really think GP was mad.. the comprehension is freaking hard.. ive got econs tml.. and i stop at elasticity of prices only.... LOL hHAHAAH!!!! :D see you guys soon! ((:

took a bus with bernardo this morning to sch.. and ya, she was on the bus too.. i saw her even before i boarded the bus.. but i guess i dont hav any more courage to even say hi to her, so i chose to pretend i didnt see anything and went upper deck.. my mind was in a whirl, thinking about wadever that has happened and i couldnt concentrate on reading my notes at all.. this kind of awkward situation is gg to continue for how long? sigh.. why must we take 69 to bedok in the morning?.. why cant i take other bus? =/

okay i had 2.5 hours of physics paper in the morning, and 3.5 hours of general paper in the afternoon.. my brain is lik totally burn out liao.. gp comprehension was really omfggggggggggg!!??!?!?!?!!!!!!!?!?!??! i swear if i get a subpass for gp, i will be laughing my ass off! LOLLOLOLL!!! for essay, i attempt on the question "Is society today obsessed with staying young?" lol... think i wrote crap....wanted to attempt on the question on how successful are the government policies in sth sth sth.. but dont think ive got enough facts too =/ lol!!!!

yughan is such a bitch can? lol.. hes my new sista!!! okay random.. anyway i look forward to the end of this week... arghhhzz.. by then, JCT will be over.. and then it will be Promos =( sth that i dread the most.. i really dont wanna get retained and yet im not putting in any effort in my work... arghhhzz...sick of everything! ;(

listen to others but follow what your heart says... every word ive said must have a reason for it...

anyone wants to have a drink with me? erm.. im definitely NOT emo.. but i think im kinda addicted to drinking... just finished another glass bottle of hoeggarden.. feeling is just so great.. ya im addicted -_- and KL happily came telling me on msn saying that it will spoil my liver.. awwwww... crap =/

omfg? i even got jealous of that? unbelievable..... =/

dam sianz of life.. kns.. JCT=fail? i dont hope so at all =/




forgot who took it.. study until sick.. lol


i think it was during some lesson.. but we were really slping.. dunno who took it


LOL.. the class is fking messy -_-


the ppl i love the most...


sec 3 PE... no need to run.. just sit down there and talk cock.. and also laugh at tkgs girls playing soccer.. HAHA



MR KANG IN FRONT OF ME... tats the purpose of taking the photo.. haha.. wow.. integration!


gpg talking to nikki.. forgot when



our dearest tcher TANKEEHOE.. pls pray hard for our A level chem.. pls bless us.. :D


the so called "mother of lindayeoh" lol.. miss her nagging...



sia la... we create wonders.. :D


=]



erm.. taken by jolene during attendance taking -_- OH is that lesley at the back? HAHAHA




nice man! im dam patriotic...




sentosa


random photo.. oh see that notice board? see that small social studies corner? tan tsui fung complained that we reserved so little space for SS.. but wtf? all she put there are those articles that nobody bothers to read at all =/


wah sia la.. bad breath =X



lol.. sometimes i really wish to have a younger brother lik him.. =]



40AD


cute MR KANG!! :D he was tearing when we gave him that during last truncated lesson which was our official last lesson in TK



i realise all of them have changed.... became better la



wah lao.. i sibei act cute -_-




sleepover at jo's hse during june band camp i think..






omfg.. i actually took a photo with shawn quek.. LOL


one or two years back.. either syf07 or inconcert 06... hmm.. ys should really stop eating KFC chicken.. LOLOLOL jkjk :]



zzz.. i dont bother with anything now... its so freaking stupid and lame. first time i felt lik ive got no backbone(not literary)... stupid indeed. wadever man...

sigh... i really miss TK alot alot even though i go back so often because of band... i miss batch 07.. i miss the teachers.. i miss every single Tksian.. i miss having lessons with them.. i mis the scolding and nagging.. i miss the life that i dont need to worry about anything even one week before exams.. i miss bullying tchers =X i miss creating havoc in school.. i miss every single corner ive went before.. i miss the canteen food esp NASI LEMAK AND NASI BRANI.. fk.. but i hate the chinese rice stall in TK.. lol.. i miss the photocopying shop corner.. i miss every staircase.. i miss 4B classroom alot.. i miss the basketball court.. i miss those times when we can just sneak out of class halfway during lessons and get some food cuz we ar hungry(nikki and i -_-) i miss those times late for lessons and kena punished by my "mum" to duckwalk into classroom.. i miss standing outside classroom with the ppl just because 30 ppl nv do physics homework and gpg was freaking pissed and mad.. i miss the times when we were dam scared TKH will notice one big gang of ppl standing outside classroom for punishment.. i miss those times that we need to do pushups in chem lab1..i miss those times spent with AG2b pissing off maureen lian to the max and made her cry for dunno how many times.. i miss those fights in class when i will just sit down there and watch the good show... HAHAHHA :D

lol... im posting up some random picturess... all of them are from the past.. sia la.. time really flies.. ive decided to post random pictures for the subsequent entries.. HAHAHA :DD




year 2005! Tracy and i.. cant believe it rite?



look at one year later? farewell party 2006


lol!! changi airport!! look at the date! 11/9/06


LOL BX KENA JACKED!! studying at marine parade lib!


my last sectional lunch with my dearests as a SL


lol.. seoul garden!


right after SYF2007! sigh... emotional day!


LOL tat was during sec three! DAM COOL RITE? at parkway! LOOK AT BX!!


during my birthday 15/6/2006! :D


sia la.. he dam hot! HAHAHA.. James chia(bandmaster from year 2004-2007)


This bastard here, AZLAN!! HAHA! =x he rocks max siol! current bandmaster!


omfg... freaking long ago..


sec four that time.. i hate wearing skirt.. HAHAH!!!! was just being bo liao.. michelle trying to steal the limelight...


the tcher who contributes the most to the 97+% distinctions for chem! TKH!!


LOL!! FRJJ BIRTHDAY!! 2007!


oh!! the first photo i took when i just got my W890i which was dam dam long ago


LOL can u believe it? i actually took photo with them -_- i also dunno why siol.. inconcert 2006!



THERE ARE MORE COMING UP!! STAY TUNED :DD

probably im stupid.. for dunno how many years already.. i miss u... probably quite alot.. =/ sigh... oh god... why why why!!!????!!

i woke up early in the morning.. just to hear my bro and mum yack NON stop at me.. why???

because my phone bill exceed by 18 bucks -_-.... i sent 985 messages and made 136mins outgoing calls.. 861mins of incoming call but tats free la... wah siao man.. how am i going to find the money to pay back? they are thinking of confiscating my phone for one week D: oh GOD.. please DONT!!! i cant live without my phone =/

~start singing KEN LEEEE~~~~

haha!!! okay.. lucky ive just won 17 bucks for mahjong recently.. wah lao.. now i know why my luck was dam good la.. its to pay back to my bro -_- at least i dont need to use my own savings.. ohhh.. intended to treat myself with STARBUCKS ICED MOCHA.. but... ArghhzZzz.. lol fat hope siol... aiya drink tat kind of coffee is fattening also la..im already dam fat liao.. shouldnt take sweet drinks.. eh i dont really eat much.. but i really love drinking sweet drinks!! just lik tjc's dao huay zui!! cheap and nice.. hohoho... :D

sia la.. i really cant wait to reach 18yrs old =/ LOL! but i dont wanna be old...and i dont like working -_- so my ultimate goal is BE A TAITAI!! :D

anyway, to ppl out there who hate studying, pls dont go jc.. please dont -_- all of us struggling like mad.. tmd sia.. i rather take ten times of O levels than to take JCT or PROMOS once la.. god damn it... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz

will lock this blog in two days time :) it will be password protected :)

life has been great.. mugg and muggggg and MUGGGGG!!! woohoo.. i just realised that i still got the whole chunk of physics, econs, GP and chinese that i haven touched at all! oh ho...lol

By the way, anyway who is free on this coming wednesday, wants to be on TV and wants to get a FREE STARBUCKS SHIRT??? VJC is currently having some competition on some record breaking challenge la.. i bet its the channel 8 show.. oh well.. all u need to do is just wear the starbucks T-shirt that you will be given and tats all.. you can bring home the shirt =] so yup.. details im not very sure.. can ask any VICTORIANS who you know.. they will be glad if more people can take part because its a challenge on record breaking? so yup :)

reason for putting password? erm... so that false assumptions can be true such as bitching abt people on my blog? oh please.. i dont have so much time for that.. actually the reason is that i dont want so many unnecessary readers.. random readers.. so yup.. no offence.. but hey! i will be most willing to give u the pw if u want! :D u can ask from friends who know the pw too! the only purpose is just to REDUCE unnecessary readers and im NOT making it a private blog..

my birthday this year is so wonderful.. SOOOO freaking wonderful... zzzzzz.....

First entry as a 17 years old young lady! MUAHHAHAH!!!! :DD i was telling this to Alison on msn.. OH YEA!! ONE MORE YEAR TO BEING A LEGAL ALCOHOLIC SIOL!!! hahaz..

Firstly i want to thank everyone for wishing me in one way or another.. sms, msn, phone calls.. thx people.. and guess whos the first person to wish me? MR CHIN YUGHAN!! LOLOLOL!! the MIGHTY BAND MAJOR of TANJONG KATONG BAND!!! HAHAHA!! thx so much aunty!!actually he wished me at 11.58pm but he thought it was twelve and was expecting me to say HEY UR THE FIRST ONE!! but too bad.. HAHA.. so we continued talking.. and i made SOME wishes for him too ((: bet he'll love it! but hes officially the first one to wish me because i told him its twelve now while we were talking.. oh well!! Followed by GENE the duck!! hahaz.. she was the second one to wish me very closely followed by yughan.. and she was upset to find out that she wasnt the first one, and it was actually yughan who beat her to that.. LOL!! and then its followed by blah blah blah blah~~ thx so much people!!! :DD

i love my life and i NEED to.. its time to move on.. seventeen years living on this Earth is indeed an amazing and fun thing to do. i made three wishes.. hopefully all of them will come true.. :D thanks so much my friends.. all the wishes for me were really sweet and touching! =D

Today i woke up from everything. A new life indeed.. i guess its fate and karma too.. seriously man! haha, things went back to square one just like before i know the bunch of them.. its fate.. its really fate.... scary isnt it? =/

Thanks so much my dears! ((: Friday and sat were really fantastic! everyone was present!!! sofy aw frjj nard pon nik!! Mahjong was... AHEM!!! play FOUR ROUNDS of mahjong from 10pm all the way to 3pm the very next day(we slept and ate break-lunch in between 8 to12).. wah kaoz.. the longest longest mahjong ive ever played in my entire whole life.. HAHAH!! and i won $17+!!! wad siolx.. frjj, dun jealous okaYS?

LINDAYeoh aka susu♥ (:
17 going on 18; 15june
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