life is getting worse and worse.. everything is the same.. 9/10 of my time is devoted to work and band, which means ive got little time left to spend w my loved ones. didnt feel emo these few days as i was too occupied with sch work. until just now, i took a bus back home alone... that is the only time when i start to slow down and do some reflections.. was reminiscing the past while listening to music... haix.. time really fliess....ssSSsss....
and yes.. i used to have a wonderful life.. everything was balanced out well.. be it relationship, friendship, studies, band or family. i have to say that that year was the happiest period of time i have ever had.. but now?? sighhzzzz... zing was lik telling me looking at how busy and fucked up i m now, shes doesnt wan to go tj and join the band =(( hahazz.. well, i guess its part and parcel of life! its just lik wad we always study about the poor farmers in geog-trap in a vicious cycle of poverty... now for us-we are trapped in a vicious cycle of studying and tats a FACT! =(( but anyway, life has to go on.. i wish that the remaining one and a half years will be a fast one. i wouldnt want to suffer anymore! :(
seriously i find blogging as a chore! i wonder hw ppl lik michelle can blog everyday abt their life and some random stuff.. okay, i do have to admit their life is more exciting compared to mine. my life starts with: waking up at 6am, wash up brush my teeth, run to bus stop, take bus to sch, study study study till 5pm, band till 7 or till 11 at times, take bus back home, bathe, and SLP! ahahz... tats how boring my life is now.. no more shopping.. no more watching movies.. no more online gaming.. no more chit chatting on the phone(actually not really la).. no more everything and simply just a no-lifer! HURRAY! :DD
and yes, i just finished typing the gpp.. our group has to change the whole idea.. and god damn it! but thx to my DEAREST phoebe who stayed up with me till 1am to do this piece of shit. but basically just needed her to help me print.. hHAHAHAH! tat freaking pig.. okay.. i guess its time to slp.. nites ppl.. sat night was the only night i had more than 5 hrs of slp! =((
life is getting worse and worse.. everything is the same.. 9/10 of my time is devoted to work and band, which means ive got little time left to spend w my loved ones. didnt feel emo these few days as i was too occupied with sch work. until just now, i took a bus back home alone... that is the only time when i start to slow down and do some reflections.. was reminiscing the past while listening to music... haix.. time really fliess....ssSSsss....
and yes.. i used to have a wonderful life.. everything was balanced out well.. be it relationship, friendship, studies, band or family. i have to say that that year was the happiest period of time i have ever had.. but now?? sighhzzzz... zing was lik telling me looking at how busy and fucked up i m now, shes doesnt wan to go tj and join the band =(( hahazz.. well, i guess its part and parcel of life! its just lik wad we always study about the poor farmers in geog-trap in a vicious cycle of poverty... now for us-we are trapped in a vicious cycle of studying and tats a FACT! =(( but anyway, life has to go on.. i wish that the remaining one and a half years will be a fast one. i wouldnt want to suffer anymore! :(
seriously i find blogging as a chore! i wonder hw ppl lik michelle can blog everyday abt their life and some random stuff.. okay, i do have to admit their life is more exciting compared to mine. my life starts with: waking up at 6am, wash up brush my teeth, run to bus stop, take bus to sch, study study study till 5pm, band till 7 or till 11 at times, take bus back home, bathe, and SLP! ahahz... tats how boring my life is now.. no more shopping.. no more watching movies.. no more online gaming.. no more chit chatting on the phone(actually not really la).. no more everything and simply just a no-lifer! HURRAY! :DD
and yes, i just finished typing the gpp.. our group has to change the whole idea.. and god damn it! but thx to my DEAREST phoebe who stayed up with me till 1am to do this piece of shit. but basically just needed her to help me print.. hHAHAHAH! tat freaking pig.. okay.. i guess its time to slp.. nites ppl.. sat night was the only night i had more than 5 hrs of slp! =((
