Just reached home having a wonderful dinner and chatting session. working with the adults has always been a fun experience for me although at times we dont agree with them. and yet they were the ones who brought us up (: this is really touchy seh.. i wont say much here because everything is highly confidential. i just want to thanks the adults esp Az. Zhiyi and i respect Fa's decision. At the same time, both of us think that our hearts remain with the adults and ya, its time to take a step back i guess. We shall see what will happen to this whole situation all because of some fucking guy who screws everything up. To all of us, so be it man.. no wonder both of us keep getting approached by him, asking us some fucking lame and stupid qns.. the whole thing is just plain bitchy and really pisses everyone to the max.. Time will prove everything and ya, all the best to the others for the next few months. and somehow.. watching the members playing the repertoire in the hall makes me feel.. wanted to tear abit but i didnt.. it totally reminds me the effort and hard work we have put in for the past 6 months for this band.. but now.. =/ sigh.. the agony and pain from april 12 is still inside my heart until now...