sianz.. dunno wth im thinking about these few days.. really sucks..to e max... i cant think for nuts..
im super duper tired.. just reached home from 15hrs of mahjong... im glad theres youth day tml.. oh well, the world's gg to end by 21st Dec 2012.. so i dun really care much now.. just want everything to go along my way.. selfish it may seemed to be, but ive got no choice... i wana die sooner... relieve from all the stress... no worries.. no thoughts at all.. no stress... no unhappiness...but just a life i simply enjoy...
im sick n tired of everything.. =((( i really need a shoulder to lean on... its now the time to do so... i want to get married, and give birth before 2012.. quite stupid rite? i dont want any money.. but just pure happiness.. lol... wishful thinking i guess... realised that my IQ and EQ are getting worse..=/ life is getting tougher each and every day.. im amazed by how ppl taking it so lightly when they get straight Us for jct.. but i guess they are the smart ones, who will just be a mugger when the right time comes...
went back tk ytd.. sigh.. im wondering wth is gg on.. its really getting worse... just felt lik shutting my ears and eyes.. pretend not to see anything just like before... im being kind to even make a trip down, but im sorry to say that im not gg to clear up this pile of s*** tgt with them.. but still, im not that heartless.. if I HAVE time, i will come down to help as much as possible... and i wont go kl... cuz of many personal reasons... btw, the new com was announced already...hopefully they wil bring the band to greater heights.. well, can see the sec fours are quite sad, but its just part and parcel of life that we need to leave somewhere or its time to lessen our burden... the band really need to work freaking freaking freaking hard... sec4s themselves must push the sec three leaders much much more... oh well... its really not easy to be a SL, esp when ur in an outdoor band of a high disciplinary level...
went nikki's hse after that to play mj.. everyone was there... his hse is becoming a gambling den, with two mj tables in the living room.. everyone scolds vulgarities lik nobody's business -_- lol, lucky his parents are overseas.. oh well =/ lost quite a lot la.. 30sth dollars.. there are times when u will win lik crazy or lose until vomit blood in gambling.. lol... btw, pon threw a mj tile straight into bx's fat face from another mj table to ours.. just simply cuz she was really fking noisy, being so sluttish and bitchy, with that acbc voice keep echoing in our ears.. unbearable siol.. lol.. but that fktard is cute la.. played alll the way till 3plus then went 7-11 to get some drinks.. basket.. the parkway outlet guy wanted to check our IC.. wad sia... first time failed to buy can? bitch sia...
im in a dilemma.. fk.. cuz i hate this kind of situation.. i hate taking bus alone cuz it somehows make it freaking emo for me and i will start to.... sigh... the only time i enjoy taking it alone is when im sleeping.... o_O shall blog more later or tml.. right now.. i want to... aiya, just wanna be a rock and stone la -_- the weather is dam hot.. global warming.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......................
sianz.. dunno wth im thinking about these few days.. really sucks..to e max... i cant think for nuts..
im super duper tired.. just reached home from 15hrs of mahjong... im glad theres youth day tml.. oh well, the world's gg to end by 21st Dec 2012.. so i dun really care much now.. just want everything to go along my way.. selfish it may seemed to be, but ive got no choice... i wana die sooner... relieve from all the stress... no worries.. no thoughts at all.. no stress... no unhappiness...but just a life i simply enjoy...
im sick n tired of everything.. =((( i really need a shoulder to lean on... its now the time to do so... i want to get married, and give birth before 2012.. quite stupid rite? i dont want any money.. but just pure happiness.. lol... wishful thinking i guess... realised that my IQ and EQ are getting worse..=/ life is getting tougher each and every day.. im amazed by how ppl taking it so lightly when they get straight Us for jct.. but i guess they are the smart ones, who will just be a mugger when the right time comes...
went back tk ytd.. sigh.. im wondering wth is gg on.. its really getting worse... just felt lik shutting my ears and eyes.. pretend not to see anything just like before... im being kind to even make a trip down, but im sorry to say that im not gg to clear up this pile of s*** tgt with them.. but still, im not that heartless.. if I HAVE time, i will come down to help as much as possible... and i wont go kl... cuz of many personal reasons... btw, the new com was announced already...hopefully they wil bring the band to greater heights.. well, can see the sec fours are quite sad, but its just part and parcel of life that we need to leave somewhere or its time to lessen our burden... the band really need to work freaking freaking freaking hard... sec4s themselves must push the sec three leaders much much more... oh well... its really not easy to be a SL, esp when ur in an outdoor band of a high disciplinary level...
went nikki's hse after that to play mj.. everyone was there... his hse is becoming a gambling den, with two mj tables in the living room.. everyone scolds vulgarities lik nobody's business -_- lol, lucky his parents are overseas.. oh well =/ lost quite a lot la.. 30sth dollars.. there are times when u will win lik crazy or lose until vomit blood in gambling.. lol... btw, pon threw a mj tile straight into bx's fat face from another mj table to ours.. just simply cuz she was really fking noisy, being so sluttish and bitchy, with that acbc voice keep echoing in our ears.. unbearable siol.. lol.. but that fktard is cute la.. played alll the way till 3plus then went 7-11 to get some drinks.. basket.. the parkway outlet guy wanted to check our IC.. wad sia... first time failed to buy can? bitch sia...
im in a dilemma.. fk.. cuz i hate this kind of situation.. i hate taking bus alone cuz it somehows make it freaking emo for me and i will start to.... sigh... the only time i enjoy taking it alone is when im sleeping.... o_O shall blog more later or tml.. right now.. i want to... aiya, just wanna be a rock and stone la -_- the weather is dam hot.. global warming.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......................
